Coping

My apologies, it's been several months since I've visited this blog.  At first it was because I became suddenly too busy for it with all the excitement of the baby but, in the blink of an eye it was all gone.  My husband and I received the most heartbreaking news that our precious baby was not going to make it.  I honestly still can't grasp the reality of it all but I've decided that I will not abandon the blog and keep writing my story, as difficult as it is.  I'm not ready to get into detail yet but I'm promising myself that in time I will.  I believe it will help with the healing process.